You have this funny habit: when it comes to being called upon to rise to this challenge or the other – that is, when you’re being asked really to make a commitment – you disappear somewhere and escape into a self-created distraction – or, simply get well and truly drunk instead! It’s not that you can’t face the issue; rather, it’s perhaps more accurate to say that often you’re apprehensive about backing yourself to win. The fear of failure exists in all of us to one degree or another; however, in your case, this kind of reaction is usually due more to a self-induced anxiety rather than to the truth of the matter. For, indeed, you have a passionate and deeply devotional nature, one of whose most salient hallmarks is the almost religious belief in people and causes; perhaps it is the fear of your own powerful emotions and feelings which sometimes leads you to escape from the outside world.
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