One thing’s for sure: no-one can tell you the soul doesn’t exist. If you haven’t actually seen one, you’ve come as near as is humanly possible. Such a sensitivity towards the intangible is based not only upon belief itself, but upon a love of all things old. The soul, by definition immortal, is the oldest thing in the world.
You may experience a sense of inner uncertainty, insecurity and confusion. Unexplainable fears and anxieties may cause you to withdraw from living. You idealize the home environment and it may be, in reality, more in your imagination rather than in fact. A spiritual tie with one or both parents is likely. A desire to live by the sea is not uncommon with this position. You may have vague recollections regarding your true roots and this uncertainty may cause difficulties. Remember, with Neptune, things are not as they appear and you need to face reality in your home environment and with respect to your parents rather than what may be in your imagination and sub-conscious.