You have a tendency to scoff at what you might consider to be the softer or ‘weaker’ expressions of human feeling. You often think that showing sympathy for them will expose you as being vulnerable or, worse, as wishy-washy. What this really says about you is that you’re hypersensitive to such qualities and would do better to cultivate, rather than shun, them.
You need to transform your material values into spiritual values and to turn personal desires into universal desires. Personal property and possessions may disappear in strange, mysterious ways in order to teach you that material possessions are easily replaced and therefore are of limited value. The only thing you can take with you when you die are your spiritual and personal growth, your experiences. You need to learn to love without expecting love in return. You must learn to forgive and thus release inner resentments. You need to learn how to turn the other cheek while not becoming a doormat for all to walk on. One last thing, do not turn to drugs or alcohol when you feel sorrow or when you feel like escaping from the world. Life must be faced head-on if you are to get anywhere and resorting to drugs or alcohol will only make things much worse.