You’re often intimidated by those in authority in your working life, whether there’s a real grievance there on your part or not. That is, authority need not actually do anything to threaten your sense of security in order for you to feel deflected from your chosen course. You must settle down to the fact that these ogres will always be about in some form or other – unfortunately!
In previous lives you have been too domineering and now you must learn to listen to other people’s viewpoints and opinions with an open mind. If you choose not to do this, then things will go from bad to worse. Power must be used wisely, for the good of all, not just for the good of self. This is why people are put into positions of power, so they can learn these lessons. Great reform and regeneration is possible but your selfish nature must be put aside first. Practice humility, patience and keep working hard.