Everybody wants to be different. But, as far as you’re concerned, differences can be a deterrent – something to avoid at all costs. However, you don’t mind difference in others, in fact you positively respond to it. It’s just that in your own life you can’t shake off that old apprehension about branching out and actually going it alone.
This aspect indicates several possible and different tendencies, namely, to rebel and possibly break laws, to be so timid as to be unwilling to explore and take reasonable and calculated chances, to lose your independence and to rely too heavily on the support of others, to be unscrupulous and seek personal power at whatever the cost, to be unable to control a most sudden and violent temper, or to be simply treacherous, idle, dishonest, impatient, hard-hearted, unforgiving, lazy, malicious, eccentric and/or dangerous. There is great inner anxiety and tension. Conflicting attitudes toward responsibility and freedom cause you emotional turmoil.