The pattern of life can be awfully routine at times. Oddly enough, when it is, you feel secure. When the boat starts rocking, that’s when you begin to wonder. But, just to be contrary, sometimes you’re totally opposite, and you love sudden disruptive change – it’s so exhilarating and stimulating. In other words, you’re caught between two stools, that which toes the line and that which puts the boot in.
So this aspect indicates several possible and different tendencies, namely, to rebel and possibly break laws, to be so timid as to be unwilling to explore and take reasonable and calculated chances, to lose your independence and to rely too heavily on the support of others, to be unscrupulous and seek personal power at whatever the cost, to be unable to control a most sudden and violent temper, or to be simply treacherous, idle, dishonest, impatient, hard-hearted, unforgiving, lazy, malicious, eccentric and/or dangerous. There is great inner anxiety and tension. Conflicting attitudes toward responsibility and freedom cause you emotional turmoil. There may be difficulty working in cooperative relationships because of frustration. Some of this frustration comes from your need to do what other people want you to do as opposed to your own desires or from wanting to do one thing when you are supposed to be doing another. The sooner you willingly do the required task, the sooner you will be free to pursue what you really want to do. Emotional flare-ups can occur for no seemingly good reason. Little things set you off. You need to develop tolerance for others’ quirky ways, just as they must do concerning you and your ways. Forgive and forget. The challenge is to learn how to relax and release your tensions gradually, rather than allowing the tensions to build up to the point that they burst from you in an uncontrollable manner.