What worries you is that all which you’ve worked so hard for over the years might suddenly vanish as if it never filled any place of importance in your life at all. It seems sometimes that nothing is stable, that nothing can be taken for granted. It’s an anxiety which constantly nags you – but really should never be allowed to dominate, for then it really would destroy.
You experience power struggles and roadblocks to your ambitions. Things or people always seem to get in your way of doing things. You must examine then, your reasons for doing the things you are doing. Do they help just you or are they beneficial for mankind in general? Competition with and through others is designed to teach you how to better cooperate with people. Great personal and soul growth can come about with this aspect, but you must be willing to put others first instead of yourself.
Your revolutionary spirit needs to learn flexibility. You dislike change and want to be in a position of authority over others. Perhaps with all the emotional turmoil this aspect can cause, you will develop a hunger for the answers about life and this will lead you on the search for Truth.